Forbidden Love

Random monologue. #080217

Wednesday, February 8, 2017, ϟ 0 shout(s)

I miss Ipoh. I miss us. I miss going to Ipoh with you.

#thedaywellspend #berbungaaa:) #favplacewithfavguy #hiddentreasure

The Final '16

Saturday, December 31, 2016, ϟ 0 shout(s)

For every first that we had,

I wish to keep 'em forever,

God bless us B.

Sorry. But ILY ❤

311216 ; 0407am

You,

Monday, December 26, 2016, ϟ 0 shout(s)

I miss being in your arms.

I miss you when you kiss my cheek.

I miss the way you hug me.

I miss your company,

I miss your everything B.

261216 ; 0030am

Of getting married.

Wednesday, November 30, 2016, ϟ 0 shout(s)

I remember the night you asked me about getting married,

And I remember how I looked at you while asking;

'boleh ke H ni jadi suami'

'sanggup ke H dengar saya membebel itu x bersih, ini x kemas semua'

And your answer was;

'In shaa Allah'

I saw the gloom in your eyes,

Sabar sayang..

The us: were planning and He did.

Pray hard, so He make the doa fulfilled. In shaa Allah.

👼👼

090816

Tuesday, August 9, 2016, ϟ 0 shout(s)

Kamu yang sentiasa ada utk aku,

Dan kita yang sedang cuba bersatu,

Aku harap kamu tahu.

Rasa ini bukan seperti yang dulu dulu,

Nyata skali aku benar benar mahu,

Sampai syurga jadi milikmu.

Doakan kita setiap waktu,

Moga kita bisa bersatu,

Bersama tunggu saat itu.

The path that we choose

Thursday, February 25, 2016, ϟ 0 shout(s)

To look back to the times when we're surviving our own path,
The path that I choose -- it is definitely aren't as easy as people said it would be.
However, it started to get better from time to time,
Because I realized that it would never be easy if I didn't force it.
This is not a story of a moving on journey.
This is the begining of a new journey.

Short-con.

Sunday, January 3, 2016, ϟ 0 shout(s)

'You haven't move on, aren't you?' he asked.

Breathing in deep,

'Seriously, I got nothing to say about this.' she replied.

'Ish.' he acted.

'Let us put this thing away. It's not like I'm not moving on. I have good memories I would say.' the girl said.

'Ok. cut this down.' he started to sound annoys.

'Let just speak comfortably. He is my pass, and she is your pass.' she said.

'Okay.'

Let's Not Fall in Love

Saturday, August 22, 2015, ϟ 0 shout(s)

Let’s not fall in love, we don’t know each other very well yet
Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
Let’s not make promises, you never know when tomorrow comes
But I really mean it when I say I like you

Don’t ask me anything

I can’t give you an answer

We’re so happy as we are right now

Don’t try to have me

Let’s just stay like this

You’re making it more painful, why?

Goodbyes after our frequent meet-ups

Repetition of broken hearts

I can’t find a purpose in these foolish feelings

A mistake with the mask of love

All the feelings are the same now

But in this moment, I want you to stay

Don’t smile at me

If I get attached to you, I’ll get sad

I’m afraid that pretty smile will turn into tears

Don’t try to trap us

In the word, love

Because it’s a greed that can’t be filled

At first, it was half excitement, half worries

But in the end, it became an obligation, trial and error

Day by day, I get nervous, your innocence is too much pressure on me

But tonight, I want you to stay

Don’t expect too much from me

I don’t wanna lose you either

Before things get too deep, before you get hurt

Don’t trust me

You always call me

A selfish bastard