I feel bad about myself  :( It was a huge question mark on my head, of how am I surviving all this while? How could I endure all those things that happened to me? Because this time, I feel like I'm no more coping with those.

And all that I wish I can do is start it over again. I am still trying to connect myself  to god, searching my true colours and asking Him to show me His kindness.

# The lyrics of Alhamdulillah by Too Phat